Thursday, August 4, 2011

hi there again. who's reading my blog anyway, its so dead.
i'm gonna delete it soon.
but i can't bear to remove all my posts which has all my memories for the past few years.
maybe i will close it for myself to read it as and when i feel like doing it.

hmmm. back to school.
school has been hectic, so so busy i can barely breathe and find time to lead my own social life.
Common Tests ended in week 1, and MSAs are beginning this week till next week.
and i almost didn't clear my CTs, because it was so horribly done.
argh, i swear i was so depressed after i got my results.
that made me even more determined to work harder for MSAs and Promos in 51 days from now.
and its just school, cca, homework, sleep and back to school again for 6 days.
i can't even find time to meet up with those whom i have missed for weeks.
and my health isn't giving me any chance either, i was on the verge of falling sick everytime i overwork myself.
sigh, when can this stop?

i'm pretty surprised i have managed to survive 7 months in JC in 1 piece.
the following year is gonna be even worst, i guess.
i would gladly lead my sec4 life once more, instead of what i'm having now.

i have no idea why i'm getting so pessimistic these days, perhaps i'm influenced by Tressa. LOL.
but the girls have made me laugh so much in school, or during breaks. lovelove.
it's always so fun with them, because we laugh about anything and everything. (:
thanks girls: Finn, Yiklam, Sabrina and Tressa!

and btw, as i was talking to Jesmond just now, it kinda brought me back to days in Damaiwindz and the people there.
i can't help but say i do miss all of them there, my section, MW, my friends.
life back there was so fun, enjoyable, and everything.
sighh... this is getting so sad, okay no negative thoughts, only positive ones.

and i have found time today to update my blog because i feel like blogging!
just feel like ranting to somewhere....
this post doesn't make sense to me too, but i can't organize my thoughts, so yeah.
biology mock spa tmr, so byebye "ghosts" , see you soon!

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